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CHAPTER 58 LOCATION: Siena SUBJECT: Amazing Grace in the Duomo
 

Sienese Sweet Perfection
Panforte is a local confection containing almonds and dried fruit--While in Siena, I bought a sample of this brand, fresh and locally made.

About the size of a hockey puck, I vowed to save and savor it, but the next day on the train curiosity and appetite got the better of my intentions, and I opened the thick paper wrapping.

Inside, the powdered sugar covered disk was thick with whole almonds, and a little nibble became a bite. The texture was both crunchy and chewy, and the flavor, unexpectedly delicious.

Before I knew it, it was gone, leaving nothing but my fingers, coated in sticky white powder.

I deeply regretted not buying more, and was delighted when I saw panforte, duty-free at the airport. I delightedly purchased a large one to take home to share with family and friends.

It was a different brand, however, and when I unveiled it as the pièce de résistance, it turned out to resemble nothing so much as a disappointingly typical holiday fruitcake.

Siena's Duomo is remarkable for several reasons. Its black and white striped marble facade is striking and original, in a way that critics either love or hate (I rather liked it, myself).

Like San Gimignano, Siena too had its run-in with the Plague. The grand plans for the largest cathedral in Christendom had to be scrapped, and one whole wing remains unfinished to this day.

The floor of the Duomo is completely covered with mosaics, though most of them are obscured by a layer of padded protection. Only a rotating few are uncovered at any one time, except once a year when the whole floor is put on display.

Sienese Stripes
Like an unrepentant old-time convict, the Duomo wears its black and white stripes proudly.
Listen inside Siena Duomo (1:04)

Off the transept, I found a wall covered with various articles: pictures, photographs of people, wooden crutches and metal braces, plastic flowers and handwritten pieces of paper...so many stories, so many hardships. Even without a command of the language, it was clear that miracles were being sought here, and gratitude for miracles was being expressed.

Into the somber sanctuary, with the heads of 172 Popes staring down at me from the ceiling, I eased myself into a pew. For a not a particularly religious person, I had certainly spent a great deal of time in churches of late; perhaps it was finally getting to me.

Without thinking about it, I bowed my head and opened my heart. The numbness that sheltered me most of the time from the worst of the pain dropped away, and in that state of exquisite vulnerability I sought simply to accept what had happened, to stop fighting with reality.

In that moment, I felt a profound sense of peace gently settle over me, freedom from struggle, from anger: a state of grace. It didn't last, of course, but it was real, and it gave me hope, enough to hang onto for now.

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